So ya know they say when your have a parent die, it is easier on you when you are younger. I dont know if i agree with that. I dont want this to be a pitty story but i just am having a hard time right now and I really am missing my mom. Even though i was only 4 when she died and i did not know her. I just wish every single day that she was here. The past few months have been hard, We moved back to my dads house cause he is not doing very good. I caused a big fight with one of my best friends (you know who you are) yes i think of you as a best friend. I wish I could have talked to my mom about it. but the thing that i miss the most is that she is not here to play with cooper. she would have loved to play with him, go on walks, oh what a great grandma she would have been. My mom showed me that if you just turn everything over to the Lord things will work out. She was told by many doctors not to have children, but she was given a blessing and in that blessing it said she would be a mom. She knew what her risks were but her love for children out weighted that. I am so greatful for her and miss her so much. I wish she was here with me but i know that God needed her, She is doing his work and it is just a matter of time tell we meet again.
Mom I love you
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Hey. I am sorry you are having a hard time. I think it is terrible to lose a parent anytime. It might be harder when you are young though. You have less things to look back on and more might-have -beens, and lost time. I remember my mom telling me when I was little what a good mom your mom was. I think your mom still can be here sometimes, and can still play with Cooper. You just can't see it. The seperation between here and heaven is so thin for little ones. He probably knows his grandma very well, but just thinks you know that and can see her too. I hope you feel better.
I'm sorry you are having a hard time. I can't say I know what you are going through but I can imagine that it is one of the hardest things ever. Kylee, you are just a strong woman and God knew you'd be able to handle this trial better than others. You are amazing! Hang in there and if you ever need someone to talk to or get out of the house to do something with (we live so close and have kids almost the same age!), let me know. My e-mail is tnejperry@gmail.com
Nice blog Kylee, hey I miss your mommy too :) We had some fun times together getting ready to go to Brazil.
Love ya bunches!
Sharon
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