WARNING THIS IS A VENTING POST .....
JUST FOR MY SAKE...


It seems like each day that goes by and Cooper gets another day older, We get asked now on a daily basis ..... " When are you going to have another baby, OR Cooper really needs a little brother or sister "

WE KNOW!!
I have not told many people not even family. But a little over a year ago my Dr put me on some pills that were a 10 day process, You take 1 pill for 10 days and that jump starts your period, I have always been irregular, I only have one when I take those pills, So I took the pills and got my period. Then about 6 weeks later I started having cramping and lots of bleeding, When I called my OB I asked her what she thought , because with cooper I was 8 weeks pregnant before it would show a + on a home test. She thought from the sounds of things that I was having a miscarriage. We were told to wait for a few months and then we could try again but NOTHING and STILL NOTHING.

we want cooper to have a baby sister or brother just as much as everyone else...
BUT God has a different plan for us right now, and we are ok with that.
We know there are more kids that will come when the time is right. Things are getting better for us and we are getting back on track. There was a time that we lived off our savings account ONLY for 6 months and took it from a good savings account to nothing,
We both have Jobs and are grateful for that, Jim is almost done with school and life is starting to fall back into place. God knows best, He is holding off & waiting for the right time. and for us to be ready which I know as bad as i want another baby RIGHT now, Now is not the time.

So please be aware that yes we understand that Cooper needs a friend and we are doing everything we can. I am starting a diet this coming Monday in hopes to lose some weight and get healthy then this summer we will look more into our options on what needs to be done to get another little rugrat here.


I am not having a pity party. I am SO happy for all of my friends that are pregnant or just had babies. You are lucky! We are grateful with Cooper right now. and only Cooper... LIFE IS GOOD. . . WE ARE HAPPY.... ALL IS WELL